By reflecting on a specific research case, this article aims to explore the hand drawing as a boundary object for interacting with vulnerabilities through introspection and to facilitate initiating verbalization with the self and others. Observing the emergence, effect and after-effect of solidifying the self in a hand drawing uncovers the binding property of the boundary object between different beneficiaries, potential victims and enablers in the context of the grieving process.
The concept of the boundary object has a wide range of potential applications, it is used as a facilitator between different stakeholders,[1] [2] as it represents a common construct and has a different identity for each beneficiary. The common boundaries of each are brought together in this object; it is a representation of the overlapping individual interests of each beneficiary and brings a coherency to the surface.[3] Boundary objects are of a heterogeneous nature: without a fixed form and thus open to the interpretation of different beneficiaries but still have an intersubjective level that ensures their structure is preserved.[4] Carla Cipolla, participating in the research about design for societal innovation, and Thomas Binder, an author regarding design research, have previously linked the designer to the boundary object.[5] [6]
According to Brené Brown, introspection inherently precedes practicing vulnerability.[7] On the other hand, literature states that communication between mourners about their loss enhances the mourning process. A connection with memories, established through conversation, can place the grieving process in perspective.[8] The following reflections are conducted from an auto-ethnographical research case, where a boundary object was developed unintentionally, leading to a series of insights.[9] By reflecting on this case, one first encounters the formulation of a series of key characteristics: qualities and initial preconditions of the boundary object. This case was chosen because of the confluence of two levels of vulnerability:
- A personal level: the research is conducted by the first author, who deals with the grieving process of her father's death and the difficulty within her family to talk about what happened. The boundary object became the main tool in the design research.
- An international level: given the combination of a high number of bereaved people who go through the grieving process[10] and the indication that death is a taboo subject in the Western world. [11] [12] [13]
Hence the drawing transformed into a boundary object, generating connections between different actors through openness and verbalization.[14] The interaction between verbalization and the drawing was a tool to examine the interpretation of personal experience on three consecutive levels: internal verbalization, for verifying whether the interpretation of internal thoughts is accurate, external verbalization, for presenting these thoughts to friends and family in order to confirm them or not, and subsequent mutual verbalization, for making them debatable and thus more precise. Mapping the drawing process leads to pinpointing the four crucial steps where the boundary object is developed, activated and exposed, by conserving, radically reconstructing and possibly overcoming personal vulnerabilities. Reflecting on the drawing process leads to uncovering a series of operational properties for the boundary object. These statements are confirmed in the following research case, suggesting the exploration of boundary objects are important for preserving coherency between different beneficiaries in a grieving process and beyond. These insights and reflections have the potential to ultimately lead to societal benefits.
The memory, excerpt research case
The solidified memory, excerpt research case
These photographs represent the subjectivity of the translation of a memory into a drawing. [ 1 ] shows the cladding of the house where the memories (explored in the research case) took place, while [ 2 ] shows how this material aspect of the building in the memory was translated into a material aspect of the design in the drawing.
The Research Case
A boundary object was developed through design driven research in the context of the research group The Drawing and The Space.[15] It did not lead to making physical space, but to creating drawn and mental space. The following text is a first-hand reflection on the potential of the architectural drawing. It references multiple actors who will be categorized for reflection as expert, enabler, potential victim and beneficiary. The first author is identified as the expert in drawing space (by being an architect) and the enabler of the drawing process (by initiating the process). The author and her immediate family are both potential victims and beneficiaries, since they have all lost a close relative and in differing ways benefited from the verbalization of the grieving process.
Drawing Stadia
The subject of this research emerged as a drawing of an imaginary mnemonic house that remained unfinished as a precondition for its existence and was based on specific memories during the last weeks of the first author’s father’s life.[16] This drawing is preceded by indispensable processual drawings that move through a number of cyclical stadia:
First, memories that took place in the childhood home were written down and analyzed. This led to a chronological sequence of rooms that had no resemblance to the family’s physical home. During the design process the rooms were given names, memories and transformed into new forms by referencing a specific memory that took place in a room. This process embodied a conscious remembrance of spaces where the first author grew up by a cyclical switching between written memories and reflecting and reading in order to gain awareness about her unconscious thoughts and to rediscover a distanced mental space. This process of active remembering was accelerated by cultivating inspiration and aspiration at different steps of the design process from secondary activities e.g., listening to music, podcasts or lectures about loss and death while drawing and looking for vocabulary when reading to order thoughts. A notebook was routinely at hand while reading, the amount of time spent alternating between reading, listening, writing, and drawing without pause was directly proportional to an awareness of the subconscious. When a break occurred in this process—due to the physical need for sleep or food—access to this mental space was reestablished all over again.
The process of memo writing feeds the drawing process and vice versa. These memories were translated into annotated plans and sections that facilitated the generation and ordering of thoughts while serving as a constant overview resulting in a sequence of spaces—materialized memories. The aforementioned are considered ‘tools’ defining a first drawing without thinking about materials and details meant to be part of the final design. The drawing process contains a systematic switching between floor plan and cross-section, which is not exactly the section of the first plan. A vertical cross-section forces the drawer to design the spatial dimension, while the insights gained by drawing the section lead to a new plan and so on. This makes drawing an essential part of the research process. The last step, drawn at a scale of 1 to 10 (2700 x 2200 mm), tends more towards a draft. It is a structurally feasible design and therefore transforms into an intersubjectively relatable interior of leave-taking by guiding family members or other people grieving through the embodiment of memories of the last weeks of the first author’s father’s life. This process simultaneously triggers a kind of Janusian reflection and, while ‘walking’ through the spaces in the drawing, a mentally literal looking backward and forward through the drawn building: Why did he remain silent? Why did they remain silent? Should they have known? What signals did they miss?
The main construct of the drawing process preceding the final drawing was to process and counteract the avoidance of memories in order to contribute to the individual mourning process. In retrospect, it turned out that a reflection about the agency of architecture and drawing in the grieving process, and its therapeutic capacity, was imposed. The design driven research in this case study generated a number of personal insights, showing how loss not only leads to sorrow, but also to insights and new transferable knowledge through drawing. One of the key elements in this research trajectory was dealing with vulnerability on multiple levels (see ‘2. The Act of Drawing’ below) during the hand drawing process, in the hand drawing and in the space activated by the drawing.
When analyzing and reliving the drawing process through observing the emergence, effect and after-effect of the drawing as a boundary object, henceforth referred to as “boundary drawing”, a number of turning points become clear. The drawing is classified as a boundary drawing since it is used as a facilitator of verbalization between participants by representing a common interest, facilitating three levels of verbalization: internal verbalization (with the self), external verbalization (to others) and mutual verbalization (with an audience). In this research case four crucial chronological steps—that in retrospect fuelled the research process—can be discerned by reflecting on how the boundary drawing is developed, (re)activated and eventually exposed. These steps are derived from the research case and thus not described here as a truth, but as an initial basis for further research:
Schematic overview of the mechanisms of the boundary drawing:
- The Agency of Memories And Thoughts
- The Act of Drawing
- Participative Drawing
- The Public Peer Review
In this case, the interaction between verbalization and drawing permitted to examine the interpretation of personal experience on three consecutive levels: internal verbalization, for verifying whether the interpretation of internal thoughts is accurate, external verbalization, for presenting these thoughts to friends and family in order to confirm them or not, and subsequently mutual verbalization, for making them debatable and thus more precise.
1. The Agency of Memories and Thoughts
The research began by writing, with as much detail as possible, specific memories and thoughts of her father in her childhood home that were in turn arranged by the domestic space they took place in. Subsequently, these memories were chronologically sequenced and translated into a series of drawn spaces that could be ordered, thus making it possible to create associations, observe relations between spaces and project upon them the synthetic combination of written and drawn space that provides access to mental space. When memories are noted (memo-writing) [17] and translated (drawing) into spaces they become explicit, hence they can no longer be avoided thoughts become sorted and allow for direct confrontations and verbalizations with the self which inevitably leads to introspection.
The space the memories took place in.
2. The Act of Drawing
“The staging is a fake. It tries to replace what happened. The costumed re-enactor is a transvestite. He primarily pursues an external imitation, in which the present is erased. The inner, investigating re-enactor, who imitates the movement from within, represents an honest attempt to come to a deeper knowledge of what happened. This investigator is aware that this action never replaces the event, but gives a deeper understanding of it, that there is time between the imitated and the imitation.” [18]
The memory of the weeks prior to and the moment of death itself re-emerged by engaging with the drawing process as a form of re-enactment. The act of drawing solidified memories and thoughts by translating them from emotion to matter. These tangible media were crucial to lower the bar for initiating verbalization about the invisible, intangible self. The drawn and written space allowed access to the mental space again and again driven by synesthetic perceptions. After applying a slow drawing method, a large drawing became an intermediary to verbalize personal vulnerabilities with the self and moreover facilitated connection with others through openness and verbalization.
In order to translate memory specific details and the inherent subjective nature of a memory, a slow drawing method was required to consciously observe and capture the embodied knowledge, hence the project was deliberately hand drawn at an enlarged scale. This large size activated both self-reflection and a more precise verbalization of memories and thoughts emerging from the drawing while instigating the participation of other beneficiaries, as the size allowed for sitting around and talking about the drawing with several actors through the—act of—drawing [ 6 ].
Both drawing and writing spaces are indispensable instruments that allow one to access, read, understand and materialize mental space while the activation of mental space precedes the creation of drawn space. Drawing and writing provide access to mental space through verbalization, eventually the drawn and written space become a first materialization of mental space. During the materialization of mental space—through the drawn space—new mental space emerges, as drawn space grants access to mental space again and again. The drawing process in this case requires several months. When time unavoidably interrupts different drawing sessions, re-entering this mental space feels more difficult and becomes repeatedly accessible after each interruption by continuing the drawing process, creating and activating mental and drawn space. This mental space allows for active thinking and reflecting on memories only accessible to the self —thus defining an inherently safe space.[19] Later in the article the mental space involved in the drawing process is referred to as a ‘safe space of the first order’, a precondition for the existence of both mental and drawn spaces in the process of developing a boundary drawing.
Both mental and drawn space share overlapping properties that elicit synesthetic perceptions (smell, feeling, atmosphere) which keeps the drawing process operating. Upon reflection on the memories that are subject to the drawing process in this case, they often reveal themselves as a composite of sensory perceptions, evoked by other sensory perceptions. During the process of materializing a memory in the drawing new memories emerge. A particular composition of lines during the drawing process may link specific locations within mental space.
Both spaces facilitate the translation of memory-specific details, from mental space to drawn space and vice versa, as well as the reading of both spaces. Only the self can read mental space, while both the self and the visitor can read drawn space. The drawn space is offered as a transferor of ideas to others because of its space-specific characteristics. The immediate experiencing of space by a human being leads to emotional stimuli and has an impact on one’s consciousness. Mental space will later be crossed by other potential beneficiaries in the drawn space through verbalization, generating overlapping sensory properties that contribute to the drawn space as boundary drawing.[20]
These consequential modes of drawing serve to create spaces imbued with the potential to transmute vulnerabilities—too sensitive to address mentally prior to this drawing process—into new personal understandings. During the public peer review the first author shares personal vulnerabilities through the drawing, this introduces personal insights that establishes a new type of space – ‘a brave space’ [21] The designed space never projects the verisimilitude of a memory, it does not have the same potential clarity as certain drawings. Yet the space, like the memory, can be experienced. Any hand drawn representation of a space is interpreted differently by each observer. Within the (inter)subjective conception of space, driven by a vulnerability through translating memories, lies the power of an activated mental and drawn space. Creating space is a tool to solidify memories. Drawn architecture becomes space from the moment you can walk through it mentally, thus the (non-)existence of this space in the drawing is subjective. The drawing can only become a space through mental space.
Vulnerability reflected in the imperfect lines of the boundary drawing
Most architects use drawing as a tool leading to the construction of a building (execution drawings). This article does not focus on this kind of drawing, rather, it focuses on the ‘working’ drawing as an ongoing process, which is the central research tool of the architect and therefore no less important than the built space.[22] The working drawing brings the participants, the drawing and its creator together in a network (see ‘3. Participative Drawing’ below) in which vulnerability can emerge: vulnerabilities are understood herewith as potential strengths, developed through dealing with delicate subjects. Following ways to handle vulnerabilities are inherent to the working drawing in this case:
- Belief in the drawing as a space to be visited, which is typically not evident in science-oriented milieus, where a separation between physical and mental health is assumed.
- The open mind of the author/drawer and by extension of the multiple drawers/participants in this process, which implies, fuelled by the drawing process, removing shielded personal vulnerabilities in the context of the safe space of the first order. An open mind also allows for memories to wander, to be shared and activated.
- Translating emotion into matter so that a part of the self can solidify the drawing. The materiality of the drawing itself helps the drawing to evolve.
- Looking for ways to grasp and solidify subjectivities and make them more transferable between stakeholders on an intersubjective level of understanding, i.e. the author’s remembrances of things coming from an awareness of vulnerability of the self through verbalization with the self. This case demonstrates how drawing architecture has a bar lowering therapeutic potential as compared with a conventional verbalization through words.
- This way of drawing activates space that also has the capacity to convert vulnerabilities into new understandings through reflecting on what is (not) drawn.
Participative drawing during the research case
Participative drawing during the research case
3. Participative Drawing
As previously stated, in order to capture specific details through the inherently subjective nature of memory, the project was deliberately hand-drawn at a large scale (1:10). The resulting drawing was 2700mm x 2200mm; this scale permitted the active participation of others who were also coping with loss, hence it helped to establish the boundary drawing and activated verbalizations of the drawing process by explaining the meaning of what was—or was not—being drawn, including the motives beyond the drawing.
- As the deadline for the public peer review approached, it became clear that finishing the drawing alone within the given time frame was not possible. The first author requested drawing assistance first from friends and later family to complete the drawing. At first it was easier to talk about the drawing with friends than with family members, because of their direct involvement in her father's death. Asking for help in general was not natural, but transferring the subject from the self to the drawing—solidified memories—made this significantly easier. Initially help was requested to complete the drawing on time for the public peer review. During this stage it occurred that the critical construct was verbalization through developing and activating the boundary drawing.
- As participants joined the drawing process, verbalization about the self through explaining the intention of the drawing by addressing solidified memories emerged. Understanding the subject of the drawing was crucial for friends and family who helped drawing to be more motivated to spend hours working, due to the feeling that they could finally help with something concrete in the grieving process of the first author. During these hours of repetitive hatching, diverse conversations took place about the drawing and its genesis, transforming the drawing into a boundary drawing.
Establishing a safe space is a crucial step in the drawing process before being able to allow involving others in drawing, this is where the boundary drawing is activated for the second time (after activating the boundary drawing for the first time by verbalizing with the self).[23] This part of the process can be dissected into the following two preconditions for the boundary drawing to emerge:
An Open-Ended Starting Point:
The boundary drawing was large, and as such completing it for the public peer review was too much work for one person. Its size emerged from the open-ended nature of the case. The drawing was large enough to situate memory-specific details into the totality of both memories and the drawing, and to invite additional participants around the drawing table. Consequently, there was also a need for modulating the architectural totality into fragments to separate memory-specific details [ 10 ] from the rest of the drawing in order to study them better and make the subject of verbalization easily accessible for discussion.
Intersecting Identities:
The motivation of the first author, friends and family for working together towards the boundary drawing indicated a number of overlapping interests. The first author was the griever, as well as one of the enablers and the beneficiary. She started this research to portray her memories that preceded this ‘sudden’ death on a public peer review in order to contribute to her grieving process. The participants in the research group The Drawing and the Space became enablers by providing a precondition—the safe space—[24] for the result. The friends (beneficiaries) helped the first author in order to help in the grieving process before, but did not know how. The immediate family members (potential victims and beneficiaries) help drawing in order to understand the process that preceded this ‘sudden’ death and make it negotiable, but do not know how. The drawing was a tangible work tool to facilitate and share the grieving process. Overlapping interests of potential beneficiaries, victims and enablers instigated the creation of the boundary drawing. By transforming vulnerabilities into a physical drawing, insight into loss was developed, coming together around this drawing can be compared to ritual acts familiar to everyone.
Public peer review of the research case
Public peer review of the research case
4. The Public Peer Review
In retrospect, creating a time-frame for the presentation and justification of the case at the end of the process for an international panel of academics and peer reviewers in the context of a public exhibition had several advantages: While developing the boundary drawing the deadline for the public peer review was an incentive to ask for help with creating the boundary drawing, leading to new beneficiaries. Additionally, during the final public peer review new insights emerged. During a process of verbalization, it became clear that not only the direct family members had difficulties verbalizing what happened, but also the first author herself. Besides these first insights it became evident that, by showing the drawn space to others, more beneficiaries arose through experiencing the drawing.[25] Other beneficiaries recognized themselves in this space, reflecting a blurring of the barrier between the reader and the drawing. As Buber has stated: “(the artist) … for in exposing himself he can expose all men to themselves, by showing them subjectivity in all its profundity.”[26] This case demonstrated how generating a boundary drawing led to a turning point in the grieving process.
Reflection on the Research Project
Defining the Boundary Drawing
A memory-specific detail, excerpt from the research case:
“The two ladies disguise each other. The only link they have is a dead family member, which is the cause of this family drama. They both want to visit the urn in the middle of the building without meeting unexpectedly, therefore two unique doors are developed. They share the same rotation axis and each door has only one handle and one lock on the other side. Consequently the ladies have to walk through the same path, but they can decide whether the other one can enter or not. The lock is placed high above floor level (1m73), so locking each other out will not become a habit. They actively have to choose to handle that way, this makes locking each other out a conscious decision every time again.”
This etch contains unreadable words since it was created during the first stage of the drawing process, only the creator had to understand them for ordering thoughts.
“The drawn line, born out of an embodied engagement, is generative of thought and also facilitates rethinking and re-experiencing vulnerability. Drawing is a kind of thinking and a personal & embodied way of understanding the world, others or ourselves, during and by making marks on surfaces.”[27]
“You kind of inhabit everything you draw.”[28]
In the first two steps, the boundary drawing was developed and activated for the first time through introspection and internal verbalization, with the self. During the third step the boundary drawing was re-activated, this time through external verbalization by drawing together. In the fourth step it was exposed and activated for the third time during the public peer review in the setting of an exhibition, through mutual verbalization with the audience. In order to come to define the boundary drawing, the following boundary objects are identified as:
- The deadline of the public peer review (activating the incentive to ask for help and think about what had happened, the boundary drawing starts to develop)
- The drawing (this is the workplace, the active part, where one verbalizes thoughts to the self through drawing, the foundation for the boundary drawing is developed)
- The public peer review (reflection: when one verbalizes thoughts to an audience one also finds insights, the boundary drawing is exposed)
The boundary drawing does not express a truth, it is merely a tool for achieving a greater goal.[30] After reflecting on this specific case, we come to the formulation of a series of qualities and initial preconditions for the boundary drawing to operate, successively explained in the following paragraphs.
Only one drawing cycle (covering the four steps above) was completed when the stopping rule came into effect. This rule was indicated by the moment saturation occurred after step 4, i.e. when no substantial new information surfaced through this first drawing-conversation cycle. However, a next cycle could be initiated at any time, hence starting cycles of ‘Critical Sequential Drawing’[31] in cyclical iterations, potentially allowing the verbalization of the first cycle to impact the next drawing cycle.
Qualities
The boundary object generates a unique combination of qualities. A reflection by the first author on the case above reveals the potential intersections between vulnerability and architecture. Drawing initiates verbalization with the self and others through conserving, radically reconstructing and possibly destroying personal vulnerabilities by developing, reactivating and exposing the boundary drawing. This case shows how interacting with personal vulnerabilities through drawing space can be healing.
Drawing can solidify the intangible self, instigate looking for ways to grasp and solidify subjectivities and make them more transferable between beneficiaries/stakeholders on an intersubjective level of understanding, i.e. the beneficiaries’ remembrances of things coming from the vulnerability of the self. In turn, what is not drawn may be revealing to the self and others. Without verbalization the conception of space is different for each beneficiary. When the rationale of the drawing, driven by vulnerabilities through translating memories is explained to the participants of the drawing process, their conception of the drawing changes. Rationalization through verbalization is less open to interpretation than the reading of the drawing. The combination of the drawing and its verbalization prompts the visitor into a situation, initiated through the boundary drawing, where seeing becomes rather 'visceral'.[32] [33] In this case the ability to recognize oneself in a drawing is embedded in the interpretative difference between the drawing and the verbalized drawing. Elkins wrote about this concept:“Readers make sense of drawn bodies in terms of their own body’s sense of itself.” [34]
The drawing process benefits from the verbalization of the memories written down before, which results in solidifying the self in a drawing. It is more obvious to talk about a tangible drawing than about the intangible self. The drawn and mental space both convey a safe space of the first order, inducing verbalization with the self. This space evolves into a safe space of the second order, inducing verbalization with familiar beneficiaries. These spaces evolve into a brave space, inducing verbalization with unfamiliar beneficiaries. In this case these three levels of verbalization can only be attained through the process of developing a boundary drawing, temporarily activated, yet generating lasting consequences, and therefore of a permanent character. Even though these first extracted qualities need further investigation to be confirmed, this case indicates the capacity of the boundary drawing to contribute to a personal and a societal well-being.
Initial Preconditions
The enabler was unaware of her intersecting identities and therefore instigated the process of developing a boundary drawing (enabler/beneficiary/potential victim/…). The starting point was a safe space within the self and in the external circumstances. During this process the safe space transformed into a brave space from the moment the boundary drawing was activated, this was only possible with intersubjective support. Finally, both drawing expertise to develop the boundary drawing and an open ended case to activate the boundary drawing were part of the list of preconditions for the drawing to emerge as a boundary object.
Intersecting Identities
Feeling the need to explore certain memories was a trigger for initiating the process of developing a boundary drawing. The beneficiary/victim embodied intersecting interests by being both the potential victim and the beneficiary.
The subjective identities of different actors shifted during the process of developing and exposing a boundary drawing through personal insights. The initial enabler was only able to transform into a beneficiary because of the drawing process, during these first steps. During the public peer review it became clear to her that she was the potential victim all along. This realization would not have occurred without the activation of the boundary drawing. Because of the potential of generating mutual agencies with respect to the boundary drawing, the latter played a crucial role in achieving these insights.
The safe space reflected in the boundary drawing of the research case
Safe Space
A safe space was chronologically established on three levels:[35] (1) in the self, (the first order safe space) (2) in the external circumstances (the second order safe space), and (3) created by the self (the third order safe-space).
- The first order was reflected in step 1. Noting memories and translating them into drawn space was a first step in the process of materializing memories. In order to transcribe these memories, the first author intuitively required the feeling of residing in a place where her memories would not be judged. This safe space of the first order was reflected in step 1. It was necessary so displaced memories could not be avoided but were actively evoked, ensuring (a) the awareness that no one would be able to read these notes without permission, and (b) the awareness that no one could exactly deduct her specific memories from her drawing without explanation.
- The second order was reflected in steps 2 to 3 and embedded in external circumstances created by the high-trust context of the research group The Drawing and The Space.[36] The participants in this research group did not judge, respected the time needed for the first author to open up and did not put pressure on what was or was not explained during the drawing process. This second order was a precondition for involving other participants in the drawing process. First the research group, later the friends of the first author and eventually the family of the first author became the participants in this safe space.
- The third order was reflected in step 4 and was embedded in the ability to create an external safe space, first for oneself, later finding it in external circumstances and eventually creating the circumstances that made it possible to transform the safe space into a brave space (see definition below).
Drawing Expertise
Drawing expertise is one of the most important tools of the architect and has been essential in this case for translating memories. After the first stage of the research, an annotated plan and section were drawn directly from memory to maintain a constant overview of the multitude of memories during the drawing process. The drawing process consisted of ‘Critical Sequential Drawing’ (CSD), [37] [38] a constant alternation between drawing a plan and a section, both stemming from the previous one and leading to new insights. CSD will be addressed cyclically in the following research steps. While drawing a vertical or horizontal section, a solidification of the memory presented itself. This rendered the drawing expertise of the architect/enabler, owned by the first author (enabler/victim/beneficiary), a quintessential element for the boundary drawing to emerge. Without being able to create drawn space through mental space in the drawing, and thus translating memories, the consecutive Steps 3: ‘Participative Drawing’ and 4: ‘The Public Peer Review’ would not have occurred. The project emerged from ‘the experience’, a series of memories and thoughts and was explicated in a series of fragments/details linked together, in which the technical component of making architecture was present. Both the architectural drawing and the sensory experience of the drawn space were constitutive for this case.
Open-Ended Case
The absence of a clear end goal at the beginning of the research was a precondition for the unintentional development of a boundary drawing, it was a tool to achieve an end goal, not an end goal in of itself. The public peer review was an incentive to ask for help. By going through the whole process—from the preparation over the working sessions with the boundary drawing to the public peer review in the setting of and exhibition—the actual beneficiaries, victims, enablers and even boundary objects became clear. The drawing (afterwards referred to as the boundary drawing) served a very different purpose at the start of the process than in the end. The open-ended nature led to a series of new insights, including the indication that after going through the first cycle, new cycles can be started based on this first cycle (see ‘Reflection’ above). This precondition was a trigger for further research.
In this case the drawing was large enough for accommodating memory specific details within a sequence of memories, and for inviting more beneficiaries around the drawing table.
Brave-Space
In order to create a boundary drawing with impact beyond familiar beneficiaries, a safe space evolved into a brave space,[39] in which one can speak freely without being afraid of being judged for vulnerabilities and mainly receive support. In this case the safe space was provided by the context of the research group The Drawing and The Space and by mental space constructed while drawing. From the moment more unknown beneficiaries started to enter the boundary drawing, the safe space transformed into a brave space through the verbalization of vulnerabilities. Once the brave space was reached it became easier to re-enter the safe space of the first order to start another drawing and verbalization cycle. In this brave space dialogue was fostered and differences between stakeholders were acknowledged in order to generate new understandings. Creating a safe space for the self and then, later, through external circumstance, transforming the safe space into a brave space made it possible to explain the drawing to peers and lay people during the public review. By handling vulnerabilities in the safe space, resilience was developed on an individual level, and later in the brave space on an intersubjective level. This provided a hopeful indication of the possibility to deploy individual vulnerabilities on a societal level through verbalization and drawing.
Overview boundary drawing from the research case, size 2700 x 2200 mm.
Conclusion
The drawing as a boundary object can play a crucial role in achieving verbalization in order to handle personal vulnerabilities. In order to understand its operational modes and possibly deploy it on a societal level, the purpose of this article is to seek an initial definition of the boundary drawing by observing the emergence, effect and after-effect through a first case study. This definition provides a basis that requires further research in order to observe how and to what extent these indications are confirmed or critically questioned. [40]
In this case the boundary drawing is activated through conserving, radically reconstructing and possibly destroying personal vulnerabilities on three chronological levels of verbalization about the intangible self: verbalization with the self, verbalization with others and, eventually, verbalization with the unfamiliar. These levels are facilitated by the development of the boundary drawing, which in turn is activated by the retrieval of the safe and later the brave space. The drawing awakens intersubjectivities through visceral seeing that generate unambiguous and precise verbalization through providing access to individual and later shared intersubjective mental space, which is the central mechanism behind the boundary drawing. A recognition in personal memories, established through verbalization, instigated through drawing, provides notions and enhances the grieving process.[41] This case demonstrates how generating an autobiographical boundary drawing leads to major insights. This spatial simulation of memories that are difficult to verbalize, fed by respectively the safe space and the brave space, turns intangible phenomena into tangible and visible ones. Architecture presents itself as an agent that has the capacity to bring people together and generate support.[42] The process of developing the first author’s research case raises the awareness of the capacity of architecture and architectural drawing to contribute to a personal and a societal well-being in processes of loss and mourning.